SEX!
I would love to have some, but I NEED to have a license in order to "practice" sex first - a MARRIAGE LICENSE!
With that being said, some "blasts-from-the-past" keeps trying to creep back into my life! Before I continue, let me tell you about the dream I've had.
I was walking home and following me were 3 dogs - a bloodhound, a doberman and a German Shepard. These dogs followed me all the way home. Before I opened the door, I've looked into these dogs' eyes and told them "you can't come home with me - GO AWAY!" I've opened the door to my house and the dogs stood outside my door. The next day, I was leaving my house to go somewhere and those dogs were STILL outside my door waiting for me! Then I woke up!
Through God's revelation, I was able to interpret the dream. The dogs represents men and these 3 dogs represents men from my past. The German Shepard represents this minister who wanted to get close to me, but the Holy Spirit showed me his true intentions - he wanted sex from me, knock me up and run my bank account dry! I told him to stay away from me, even blocked him on Facebook, but the negro still can't take a hint.
The doberman represents a guy that I've had sex with a while back (see http://savedsinglebutnotsatisfied.blogspot.com/2010/05/let-truth-speak-chapter-21.html). I was weak, I've repented, picked myself up, dusted myself off and kept it moving. I've told him that I couldn't be "friends" with him, so I cut him off. I guess I must have made a "lasting impression" because he keeps calling every six months like clockwork to see if I have "gotten over it!" What part of "leave me the hell alone" did he not understand? I'm just saying...
But the bloodhound is the one that is the most dangerous. What I mean by dangerous is that this "dog" is a few fries away from a Happy Meal! One can away from a six-pack! The dog represents a guy who I was talking to, but he was in a relationship with someone else while he was with me. What I didn't appreciate is the fact he was comparing me and her to see who would "support" him the most (by support, I mean financially). Obviously I couldn't do it, so "Sugarmama" won! (Which is fine by me, because honestly, I've dodged a major bullet!) Now you would think that he's living happily ever after - but no! He keeps trying to attach himself onto me - by trying to be "friends" with some of my family and friends on Facebook, stalking me on the Internet to see what I am doing and who I am with and worst off all, continuously try to attack me on the pulpit saying "we don't love and respect for one another and we have too many haters in the church!" (Oh, did I mention that we all attend the same church - me, him and his wife?) *rolls eyes* First of all, I've forgiven this man for ALL that he has done to me. Second, the two commandments that Jesus gave to his disciples were to 1) love the Lord with all of your heart and 2) love your brother as yourself! I do love him as a brother in Christ because 1) that is part of the commandments and 2) I love myself way too much not for me to love him; however, the bible does not say that I have to LIKE my brother! I love him, but I have absolutely no respect for him as a man, much less a MINISTER! And I refuse to let him be the vain of my very existence!
The moral of the story is this - my future husband must be right around in order for all of this to happen to me. It is said that Satan will bring in the counterfeits before God brings you the "real deal!" Future husband - come quickly and put a license on this! The ring is good, don't get me wrong - but the license seals the deal!
Until next time.....
